OH. MY. GOD. THE END OF THE SEMESTER IS IN THREE DAYS AND I'M NO WHERE NEAR READY. CAN'T I HAVE ANOTHER WEEK AT LEAST?

Just a little note to self right here:
- History of Law essay due tomorrow at two
- Criminal Justice presentation tomorrow at 9am don't forget to go over the power point tonight and make sure to print the outline and notes for the class and Professer Masterson
- Shakespeare essay due Thursday before noon re read this and double check citations and length, it looks a little short
- Interview at the lawyers office downtown on Friday afternoon.
- Crap, there's something I'm forgetting. I know there is and it's going to drive me crazy because I think it's something important DX

I hear there's some sort of Ball after finals end. Good luck to anyone that decides to go! I have a feeling that the moment I finish my last final I'm going to come back to my dorm room, pass out, and sleep for a week. I really don't think I'm going to go, I'm not really a Ballish person, I've been forced to go to too many holiday parties thanks to my dad back on the Islands. Guess that's what I get for being the daughter of the mayor!

I... god I really have nothing else to update about! How sad is that? I still haven't even started my Christmas shopping yet. As soon as finals are over, I have to do just that! I have so much stuff to buy and so little time to do it in! How did Christmas get so close so fast?

Please, help me out here! If you're reading this, give me an idea as to what to get you for Christmas! Or if you have an idea for someone else, pass that along too! My brain is too full of charters and laws and sections of laws to properly think of Christmas presents!

No one worry! I'm still alive! Alive but buried in work and everything else I've been doing. My professors know that the end of the semester is looming and they're giving us double the work load to make up for the time we missed. Aside from the sheer amount of homework and papers I'm working on, I've been spending what little free time I have volunteering at the local orphanage and helping Zidane organize the toy drive.

Speaking of that! If you're reading this, go buy a couple of toys and drop them in the colorful boxes that you see around town and campus! Or just leave them in my dorm room or give them to Nami if I'm not there and I'll make sure they get to where they need to go. Remember, we need toys and things for all ages from newborn up to high school age so get those brains working and those wallets opening!

Riku? Are you still alive out there? I haven't talked to you since your birthday and I'm worried. I've tried calling you a few times but you've never called me back! :( ♥

Larxene! Where are you? Went over to your house the other day when I had some spare time and Xig said you were't around and that you were at your moms. I dunno where she lives so you'll have to tell me and I'll come visit you there! I need to see my little blonde boyfriend before he forgets about me and finds someone his own age!

Balthier, please tell me I'm not the only one drowning under all of this work... DX

How's everyone else out there at TTU? ♥

First things first!


( [Private. Visible to Riku and friends of Riku] )

God I wish classes would start back soon! I miss them and I'm bored and my sister is barely around cause she's spending so much time with her boyfriend and my best friend is spending lots time with his boyfriend and my big sister is waiting on babies and this is one hell of a run-on sentence and I don't really care right now cause I'm tired!

Hey Zidane! I had a great time showing you around the campus the other day! If there's anything else you need to know just yell! You have my number and you know where to find me!

Balthier, how are things going...? Haven't heard from you in a while and I'm a little worried! The same goes for my big sister though I know she's just busy sitting around waiting for the twins to decide to make an appearance! :)

Guess who's not in the hospital anymore! If you said me, you'd be right! No, the doctors didn't willingly release me, I wanted out so, I signed the paperwork and left against medical advice last night. I was just sick and tired of being there! It's been months and the doctors don't know anything and I can stare at the wall in my dorm room. It's more entertaining in there with the grilling Namine about her new boyfriend~!

Called my parents when I made it home last night. They're not happy, but they know that I'm old enough to make my own decisions and they can't properly guilt trip anyone over the phone thankfully! I've been curled up in bed with my kitten that's grown so much! I've been gone entirely too long and I'm just glad to be out of the hospital!

I guess what I'm trying to say is: Come see me if you love me! ♥

Sorry for the lack of updates lately and I'm afraid that this is going to be a short one cause looking at the computer too much gives me a killer headache x.x

I'm still stuck in the hospital and I swear I'm feeling worse than ever. Zack is working on things though and I hope he can figure this stuff out. It seems like he has a good idea of what's going on. If he doesn't he's certainly acting like he does ;)

Riku, what's this I hear about you getting out of the hospital soon? You better come see me and give me whatever luck you have. I miss you ♥

Anyone want to come keep me company? I'm tired of counting ceiling tiles!


( Not like anyone will actually do this )

It's amazing, I've been staring at this screen for the past twenty minutes and I have absolutely nothing to say. I guess being cooped up in the hospital does horrible things for your social life, huh? I've managed to do all of the online work assigned by my teachers as well as some extra credit and now I'm out of things to do! This does not please the Kairi.

Balthier, do you still want help with some of the work? If you have webcam on your laptop, we could see if we can get together that way since I can't come to you to help!

Sora, where have you been hiding...? I haven't heard from you lately. You're not sick, are you? If not, you should come see me! ♥

Namine~! You and I need to talk sister of mine! What's this I hear about a date...~ You have to tell me everything! I must live through you!

Xigbar... thank you for last night. I just needed someone there to hold me while I cried, but I got that today too. My mom and dad showed up this morning. Dad still wants to fly me back to the Islands, but I told him it's a crazy idea. They don't know what's going on with this illness anymore than the doctors here do. He's still trying to talk me into it, but he knows exactly how stubborn I can be! I don't want to risk getting anyone else sick or spreading whatever this is to other worlds.

I just wish they knew what was wrong with us...

Love you all! ♥ ♥

I know it's been almost two weeks since I've updated this thing. Which means I've been stuck in the hospital for two weeks and I still feel horrible. I think I'm starting to go insane from staring at the same walls day after day and there's only so much entertainment that the internet can provide.

I don't really have much of anything to update about. The hospital is an amazingly boring place and they're not even letting me see Riku anymore. I guess they're not letting patients see other patients in case there are different strains of whatever this is... I just wish they'd figure this out soon, I'm tired of feeling like death warmed up... and trust me, I don't look much better than that.

Larxene, Balthier? How are you guys holding up...?


Sora, I'm so sorry that we haven't had a chance to get together. You show up in town and I get sick... think there's a connection there somewhere? ♥

I know I haven't updated in a while, I guess I've just been too busy lately. I'm taking a full course load this semster meaning that I have class Monday-Friday from 8-5 and then I have a night class on Wednesday from 7-9. And to top it all off I got a call from one of the lawyers in town about the internship I applied for at the beginning of the summer. They want me to come in for an interview next week, but the last thing I feel like is going anywhere. I'm forcing myself to go to class yet I managed to sleep through my late class today. I don't think I'm going to make it to class tomorrow, I feel like I just got ran over by a herd of wild elephants ~_~

I feel horrible... I've had a headache for the past few days and it takes all I have to just get out of bed... and, is it just me, or is it really freaking cold here right now? I'm buried under blankets right now and my laptop is warm!

Hey Nami... Riku... I'm sorry... I've been in the bitchiest mood lately and neither of you have deserved anything I've said the past few days. I love you both...

I'm going back to bed now... more sleep sounds so good right about now.

I can't believe that class starts on Monday. Geeze, where did this summer go? Oh, right, super amazing vacation of awesome~! Part of me wishes that Namine and I could travel the world together forever, but I missed you guys so I am glad to be back!

I had a date with Riku tonight~! He and Demyx are back from Dubai and he wanted me to keep him awake so that he wouldn't be jet-lagged tomorrow. Poor Demyx passed out face down on a chair beside the pool so he's going to be feeling that tomorrow~! Riku was completely exhausted so I tried to get him to open up his wallet to me~! It doesn't work as well now as it did when we were kids. I managed to get ice cream out of him, so I guess that's a win situation for me!

I've discovered that the school has decided that I need to take a foreign language, but I've been allowed to do it as an Independent Study type thing. Hey Rikku... want to teach me Al-Bhed? I'm giving you the cute face right now even if you can't see it~! 8D

Hey everyone!

I just wanted to do a quick update to let you all know that Namine and I are alive! And, guess where we are~! If you guessed back on campus, you'll get some cookies as soon as I get a chance to make some! :) The vacation was completely amazing, but I'm glad to be home! And as soon as Riku gets home, I'm going to go over there and steal my kitty away from him!

Hey Xigbar, how are you holding up? Want me to bake you something or cook you something that could be used as comfort food? As long as I have a recipe I can whip you up just about anything!

( [Viewable to all but Balthier] )

Hello from Dublin~!

I'm on vacation and I know I should be posting cheery and happy things, but it's so hard to be cheery and happy right now. Balthier, even though I've heard he's starting to get a little better. And then there's Larxene. God I can't believe my big sister is missing and I'm so far away and completely freaking out. She'll be okay... she has to be okay!

The vacation has been amazing! And, I wish I could tell Larxene this, but we found this awesome toy store and I just might have gone over board on toys for Hunter. I even had to buy a new suitcase to make room for all of the souvineers I've got for people! Tacky things for all! Now, who wants sheep stuff? :3

Riku, can't believe you're leaving and that I'm not going to see you until after class starts! Your house was going to be my first stop when I got back... -pout-

( Some random pictures I took in Dublin )

Namine has better pictures somewhere I think~

I MISS YOU ALL!! ♥

First off, if you're reading this and you haven't read Namine's latest post, go read that and then come back here. What she has to say is far more than anything I'll be rambling about tonight.

There are so many things that I could say right now, but I don't even know where to begin. For the past few weeks I've been picturing this day over and over again, looking forward to it so much. I thought I'd be cuddling with Balthier right about now instead of worrying about him and crying. His phone has been disconnected but I just keep calling and hoping that he'll answer and that all of this would have just been a very bad dream.

Namine... thank you and I'm sorry I woke you up... ♥

May it be known to all reading this that hangovers suck more than words can say ~_~ I swear I'm still recovering from Namine's birthday. It was tons of fun though~! We started off on the beach and then these two guys, (twins to be exact) started buying us drinks and talked us into going on a double date that night. I swear the drinks just kept coming but god he was a good kisser~ :3 I think I passed out on Namine on the way back to our room, but I don't remember. All I know is that I spent most of yesterday becoming friends with the toilet ~_~

Balthier... I see on my phone that I talked for you a while that night... I don't remember even calling you. Sorry if I said anything stupid, just blame the drinks that kept coming my direction :)

Riku! How's my kitty? And do we have puppies yet? I'd offer to take one, but dorms are not the best place for hyper-active puppies. I miss you! ♥

( [Private to Namine] )

( [Private to Balthier] )

Hey everyone!! I seriously fail at updating this thing when I'm on vacation. I just finished some work for my online classes that I'm taking this summer. None of them are very hard and are ones that everyone are required to take that are completely pointless for my major. I honestly don't think I've cracked open the actual text books yet, I've been taking the tests online and passing them without even reading, that's how insanely easy they are. Wish all my classes were like this!

I'm going to complain for about two minutes here and then I'll stop, I promise. My feet are killing me. I thought they'd get used to all the walking eventually but no such luck. As soon as we make it back to TTU, I'm finding a place and I'm pampering my poor aching feet. Anyone up for a pedicure and foot massage sometime in the distant future?

I'll stop complaining now! This vacation is completely awesome and I'm so glad Nami and I are here together. How is everyone? Riku, are you still alive? I haven't heard from you in forever! And what's this about a party that I can't come to? How rude is that~? ♥

Hey Larxy, have you and you hormones killed Xig yet~?

I MISS YOU GUYS!! ♥ ♥

Hey everyone back good old TTU~! Just thought I'd say hi and say that the vacation is going great~! I'm finally sleeping when I'm supposed to sleep so YAY! (and yes, I know I'm a bit hyper, I've been indulging in yummy chocolately desserts~) We're in Pisa at the moment and I have somes picture for you guys^^ I swear things would be easier if I actually spoke the language... :3

( Pictures! )

Just my two favorites that I've taken here so far. I keep forgetting that I have my camera on me, but it seems Namine is doing much better at the whole picture taking thing, so at least we'll have some pictures!

I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL!! ♥ ♥

Balthier... is everything okay? You haven't been on Skype in days and you aren't answering your phone... I'm worried about you... Just let me know you're okay, please ♥

I swear I have the worst case of insomnia ever. Namine is adjusting just fine to the time change but here I am wide awake while she's snoozing over in the next bed. Of course the fact that I'm in pain isn't helping anything. What can I say, my clumsy nature once again took over. I was raining a bit and we were wandering around and I found out that wet stone plus sandals equals me falling and hitting hard. Major ouch, that's for sure!

I'd upload pictures from the trip, but they're across the room on my camera and I don't want to get out of bed. I may be awake, but I'm lazy and warm!! I will say that Italy is completely AMAZING so far! I'm going to get fat from all this good food, I can feel it... But the diet will start when school does!! :3

Riku and Larxy! I MISS YOU GUYS!! ♥ ♥

Anyone still awake out there...? Maybe? Just me then...?

Ugh I'm so tired right now... Stayed up until the crack of dawn talking to Balthier on Skype and then we were up and out in the city after I only got a couple hours of sleep. I swear the next soft place I find, I'm going to be out like a light.

Balthier, I'm sorry I fell asleep on you. I was talking to you and asking you a very important question and I fell asleep before I got an answer! Or maybe before I even finished asking the question, I don't remember...

How are things at TTU~? You guys miss us yet?